eastern glow

uhh yea i just had my sahur no seriousss ya wtver fuck last night or just now those e and those v and those cider hehehe, idk if it was the dance floor that made me not realise i was high or just wasnt high orrr with or without it im high by myself -______-  idk idk idk i wanna make believe that i was high ahahaha. mom told me to fast today uh yeaaa wtv man imma try be a good kid and 'fast'\\but like  ive actually made plans  witf humai to go binge at fish and co later hahahahaha how ironic  la la la POPTART PLAYED TV ON THE RADIO,WOLF LIKE ME AND YYYs ZERO waahhahhahzhhahah damn happpy ^^ k wanna shut eye. 
p.s YOURE DAMN HOT
p.p.s YOURE DAMN CUTE 
pspspsspspsp to myself... go fuck yourself. you know you can never get nywhere near them fuckking sad xia hahahha k bye uh 

moon, i just want to touch you from where im standing!!

( soimagine this is you. no not you but you )

( agagaaa )

fffffcffcffff

and so he kick, push, kick, push, kick, push, kick, push, coast
and away he rolled
just a rebel to the world with no place to go
and so he kick, push, kick, push, kick, push, kick, push, coast
so come and skate with me
just a rebel
looking for a place to be
so let's kick... and push... and coast

 wnna hear about the deal im making?

!!!!1!!11! dont know if you wanna call it seriously pure coincidence or whhuttt. or just simply c o p y c a t n e v e r r r r r r r r r r r r e n d i n g c o p y c a t......  >:(
goodnight!

teheheehe my one and only baby boy ( okay ive got another baby boy, my pet wabbit lol ) cant wait for your new albumz!! hehehe PREPARE FOR BATTLE damnnit ive yet to get your first album sigh.*hint hint* i should be eggcited for YYYs new album too. BUT PATRICK PATRICK~

REASON BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON....... right now i feel like doing nothing. absolutely nothing 0000000 i need to sleep but i just cant seem to fall asleep fuck i didnt even touch my research method assignment STOP WEEPING SYIRR EVERYBODY STOP WEEPING )::::: come let me hug you all cause i got nothing that i can give except my warmth ha ha ha ha ha but i dont think you all need the warmth since the weather is so hot like tank is in angerr.  syirriously... i need to get out of here maybeee id join a cult. join a cult that does not believe in cult ha hahah  _----_ OR maybe id get one of my primary school mate to kick my ass. you know how we were ( or was it just me ) back then, when we bluff our friends then they will be like "eh dont bluff me ah i kick you to australia then you know" hahaha so qt,  think of it now wah so powerful eh kick to aussie. come kick me now ey! i even asked my dad if he wanted to kick my ass he only gave me those eyes like this ~_~ everyone is giving each other that kind of eyes these days. every time i talk crap my friends think im drunk wtfak. I LOVE THE RABBIT EMOTICON THAT YOU CAN FIND ON YOUR MSN WHEN YOU CHAT WITH YOUR SILLY FWENS. my watch died this morning ): right now imma punch myself maybe ten times get knocked out then go to school with a bruise on my face then i can be excused for coming to class without anything. 00000000 tgif. TGIF!//! why must ppl go tgif when ITS THE SAME THING EVERYDAY HUH 

ps. HAPPY BIRTDEY DEBBIE WONG YAY MENG. thank you for being my ptg hehe for these past few months i lop u cie cie ( how do u spell sister in chinese?/ ) and part time gf lol hope you read this ehhhhhhh 

pps. seriously somebody kick me out of here ): 

everything was fine everything was fine. till i alight at my bustop// you decided to bail out on me. sigh why. ooh darn you left earpiece why must you be so perangai w/o waring. ): there goes my future 16 bucks.\\\ and my future 40 bucks. and my future 50 bucks. dfghjty. pangsigh. and i should stop or cut down partying for now and chiong chiong do school work. ya with my new hair i really look like a boy. but my friends said cute handsome boy! okayy i know whoever is reading this just effing  rolled their eyes heh. yea wtv i aint a boy! k ciao. 

so it's all come back round to breaking apart
again breaking apart like i'm made up of glass
again making it up behind my back again
holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
holding it up behind my head again cut in deep
to the heart of the bone again round and round
and round and it's coming apart again over and
over and over

now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces i'll
pull out my heart and i'll feed it to anyone
crying for sympathy crocodile cry for the love
of the crowd and the three cheers from
everyone dropping through sky through the
glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth
through the mouth of your eye through the eye
of the needle it's easier for me to get closer to
heaven than ever feel whole again

i never said i would stay to the end i knew i
would leave you with babies and everything
screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
screaming me over and over and over i leave
you with photographs pictues of trickery
stains on the carpet and stains on the memory
songs about
happiness murmured in dreams when we both
of us knew how the end always is

how the end always is

( rooooof )


tiz iz whut im talking about man.. just as long as it is by the beach hmm hehheehe.

( wabbit )

needle in the hayyyy needle in the hayyy feels like _ _ _ _ where's the d_ _ _ _  DRIFT DAMMMIT DRIFT/// afiq razor got all eggcited at nlb when i showed him link to http://stairporn.org/ hahahaha told him its all videos where ppl have sex at the staircase hahahaahahah anyone seen the mrt line in 2020??/// suddenly im very petrified of thaaa future. trains trains everywhere. our future gonna look like fifth element??/// bahhhh let cities and all metropolises let everythinggg be engulfed by moss leaves barks anything green including herbs hahahaa and let us live in the junglee heheh welcome to the jungle anyone??// aaiyyaiayi 

herringbooooone this contentment will last me for 216 hours ciao zzZzz

ohh my fcken shit. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AZRI ROCKET BOY dates in myhead are mixed up when its not straight ahead wtshtz am i talking. sorry to all those humanoids if i dont reply your text or i dont text you or i etc etc etc cuz i am so _|_ _|_ to do so or just to fly for you all bt obviously not thats cuz you all are too fly for me imma watch thirteen and do my work and dont sleep and keep doing what i keep doing. BTW MERLION IS A CRACK HEAD HEHE got struck lighting hehehe i should sit beside him/her and be cracked as well nt by lighting thoooo. whuts that sound...LOVE YOU TWISTER pls dont dance like matrep anymore ^^ vv >><

my head feels like aye washing machine its twirling and twirling since this morning ~ ~ mein kampf mein kampf page 8//cant stop reading. gotsa go blink blink every 2 mins cause my brain will do a major twirl if i dont. gotta do wire work stupid silly line work___exhibition stuffzz zzz ciao

raining raining heavily alone at home dont like its lonely better go bathe and head to school now :/